Dec 21, 2017

What’s next?

I don’t know.

I think I may get this feeling of not knowing what to do next at every year end, but I’m not sure.

I tend to believe that whatever state I’m in, is the state I’ve always been in, and will always be in.

Extreme living in the moment.

Anyway, here I am, and I’m not working. Not creating, not marketing, not planning, nothing, just taking care of house, family and life stuff.

OMG, I just heard myself!

I have work that allows me to take time off and focus on my house, family and life stuff and I’m complaining.

So embarrassed, sorry.

I thought I was having a hard time. Really did, but you guys are good. A big thank you for the reality check.

I have a great life, and the fact that I don’t know what’s coming next can be exciting.

It can be anything! Ooooo, I wonder what it will be …

Okay, now that my head’s on right, let’s recap 2017 and make room for whatever’s coming up.

I need a moment here to consult with my social media feed because I forget …

… Okay, I’m back, and my goodness, a lot happened this year!

  • Everyday People Cartoons was picked up by GoComics
  • I started writing a book. Its working title is: Enough.
  • I stopped writing Enough because I was commissioned to create a book about mindfulness, meditation, and yoga for Adams Media (Simon & Schuster).
  • The book was created and released in the same year. It’s called Unlightenment, A Guide to Higher Consciousness for Everyday People.
  • I was on a panel at Craftadian’s Maker Conference.
  • I submitted to The New Yorker again, and got rejected again.
  • I gave a talk at The Toronto Public Library.
  • I participated in The One of a Kind Show.
  • I celebrated the release of Unlightenment with a party, which I didn’t cancel, which is a really big deal because I have party hosting insecurities, fear, and bizarro beliefs about guest lists.
  • I began Everyday People Mail. A quarterly, subscription based, snail mail surprise. Subscription numbers were low, profits were nil, but I consider it a huge success because I’ve wanted to do this for many years, and I’m very proud of what I created and mailed out.
  • I applied for an Ontario Arts Council grant for Enough, and although the odds of getting this grant are low, I have a feeling I’m going to get it. I’ll let you know in spring of 2018 when I find out.

I could go on.

Wow.

When I began this post, I legit felt that I was having a hard time.

Wow.

Perspective.

I’m going to sit in the not knowingness for a bit, and look forward to whatever 2018 brings!